It's such a relief to just wear black. I spoke about It before, my latest project. The Black Project. I should have started this a long time ago, earlier. But Hey - there's no time like the present. The thing about the Black Project is that I somehow can express my ... blackness? 'Darkness' sounds gay. I want It Black, therefore the Black Project. The Black Project is based on the thought that One solid color can make Me clearer, more focused and more serious. Could It be a way to lose the distractions? I mean..school is starting soon and I might want to finish some classes. It'd been a smart way to be focused then. I'm still on trial but I'm starting to feel the effect after just these five days. It's not that beautiful really. And also I love colors.. But It's easier than I first thought. We'll see how long this trend will continue. At least through the first semster in school.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one that spends this much time on thinking of a color. Or of the planning on one's clothes. I should really work with clothes. My mind is occupied by thinking of different types of fabrics, colors, tints, shades, patterns and models. I even fantasies about It. I might be a cloth fetischist. And a guitar solo fetischist. God. Sorry for jumping the subjuctes.  Little Wing is astonishing. I can't get over It. I should really play in a band, I'm pretty sure I need to. I'm pretty sure It's a craving. Whaaaa I wish I could just earn enogh money to buy both an electrique guitar, I know exactly how It's gonna appear. I saw It not so long ago, the perfect dream guitar. It was amazing - so awesome, not lame metal nor pop lame. Just beatiful. Both a guitar and that camera I've been saving up for. Now I recently discoverd that those cams costs like 100 000 bux. O.o With what I earn I'd have to work 970 hours. Maybe I should just fuck it.
I should also - If possible, link both songs. By 'both' I mean 'Little Wing' by Jimi Hendrix and '13' by Elliot Smith (the headline).